I’m a terrible friend and I’m sorry. There is no excuse for me not being around but let me try to explain. My life has been busy and I started to go down the wrong path again. I was drinking 6-7 days a week and started getting into drugs again. I was whoring myself out to anyone who would have me. I was at a super low point and lost touch with all of my friends that I didn’t want to drag with me to this place. I rekindled a relationship during all of this and it motivated me to rethink my life path. I have gone back to school and am passing all of my classes. I have cut out excessively drinking and the drugs are completely out of my life. I have gotten not one but two jobs to hopefully get myself to be to the independent self i need to be at. Now that all of this has happened the girl of my dreams is leaving to japan for 2 years and I have to wait for her to come back to continue my life. I miss my friends and need you back in my life. I wanna be a part of Avery and Kaitlyns life while there growing up. Again I’m so sorry. I hope you guys will have me back in your lives.