As i sit here at work staring at my computer screen I look right through it and keep looking back to you being beautiful getting your self ready to have a great time on the town with me. I look at my phone to texts this morning that describe to me about your breakfast in bed and i have this feeling in my gut that even though you and me are getting closer and closer that you and me are falling farther apart with every new day that we enter into.

I get to see you tonight or so you say to go out just you and me once again but I know hes laying next to you and you will put me on the back burner without a second thought if he hints at the fact that he wants you to.  I’m worried that you and me will diminish into thin air once you and him figure out what is going on between you two no matter how much you tell me it wont change. I hope to see you soon. My thoughts are not in this hell I sit in everyday but with you laying in bed with another man right now.