I fell in love with a girl tonight. Her name is Aleysha. She is 2 months old and just the cutest thing that i have ever laid my eyes on. From the first moment that i felt you in my arms I knew you felt safe when I could feel you pull me closer as I took you further and further away from your mommy. We walked around for so long without wanting to be seperated from each other for as long as we could . I miss you already an its only been a couple hours. I know you love and trust me at first sight like no one else has. I can’t wait till Kaitlyn is brought into this wonderful world.

Now the ugly part of this beautiful story. Of course there had to be one. The baby girls mom is a girl named Blythe. She is a cool chick who i totally want to date and have since way before she even had a daughter. We hung out tonight and hand a great time now some details. First off she has a boyfriend who i know she cheats on and is only with him because he was there for her in a time of need and because she lives with his sister. Second she says that she does not trust me to change my lifestyle of partying and whoring in order to be faithful to her and be there for her and her daughter. I am totally willing to give up the whoring, as long as she does the same, and most of the partying to be with them. I dont know what to think about the situation. Figure it out tomorrow.