So very early this morning i got very intrigued that my blog had never been given  and appropriate name so here is the unveiling just look up.

So its about 4:30am and I’m not doing so well. I’m writing you tonight laying In bed from my iPhone and I cannot sleep. There is some of the most depressing words from a collection of people like Bright Eyes and Landon Pigg going through my trendy white headphones. So today me and my best friend went with his fiance to a bridal fair to Look at tuxedos for the wedding and it was all good. Now as I lay here trying to sleep a big thing for me is coming up. I have this horrible feeling that the best man will be flying solo at his best friends wedding because the girls I go for are flaky and when I get this feeling my chest tightens and my eyes get watery. Now thinking about girls brings me back to monica which is a new subject for you guys. Monica is a girl that I used to work with at apple and I really like alot. I would give up alot, which I would have to to be with this girl but I feel it would totally be worth it. Well since the apple incident happened I have not heard from my bunny (long story) not even once and it makes me quite sad because I thought we were very close but apparently not. Also tomorrow I actually have to sit down and finally confront what happened with apple and I’m not looking forward to it. I feel what happened there was very unfair but I’m really not sure if I wanna go through all the trouble of fighting it. Probably another reason I can’t sleep. Also for some reason I cannot get Nikki D out of my head. Every time I think about monica and the wedding both subjects are bringing up the fact the I have a huge crush on someone who is one of those people who only wants to see you or hang out when they need something or you are paying for something like a certain Marcellos dinner and get nothing in return but a I has to be home by ten comment. Bullshit. I also have this horrible feeling that she will be the one that i ask to the wedding and that makes me feel pretty shitty cause i don’t wanna just show up with anybody to my best friends wedding. I really want it to be somebody special. Is that so much to ask. Well guys good night and for some of you good morning. After getting this off my chest im writing this on my iPhone, my eyes hurt so maybe I can fall asleep.

Well with work getting alot busier and my vacation and training coming up this blog is on temporary on hold.

Heres a link to the office 2008 i have just posted.

Gallery Down For Now

So here is my first video blog hope you like it.

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